So, it's almost every day that I just want to give up. There are so many things I need to do in Life. My husband is gone, my children need attention, and my mom needs things too. Yet, I refuse to give up bc not only do I know striving for a healthier me, but my mom n Babes have done so much to help me through this. I need to keep going so I can not only thank them for being there for me, but to also be an example of why it's so important to be healthy.
Even though I have my mom and Babes here, I still have felt extremely lonely. And you know, most days I'm ok with that. I just hope y'all's journey hasn't been as lonely...only bc most ppl don't like to be alone...if it's what you wanted, then I hope you got it. =]. During this lonely time, I've had more opportunity to look to The Lord and to have the Prophets of Old in my Life more, so I can get to know them. It's amazing the love I have felt from Them throughout this journey.
I still feel like giving up every day. I still hurt...a lot. But I am stronger today than I was a month and a half ago. I am closer to The Godhead, to The Prophets of Old, and to my family. No rest for the weary, right?? Well, maybe someday.
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